My women's health class at school has kind of been depressing me these past couple of weeks. The topics we have been discussing related to women's health have been very sad topics. I have this class on Tuesday nights, which means that's where I was tonight. Tonight we were discussing cancer. My professor gears each topic towards women. However, the entire class session tonight, the only person on my mind was my Grandpa Stapley who passed away last fall from leukemia. At the beginning of class, I thought I would only get depressed due to our family's recent experience with cancer. But as my professor lectured, she said some things about cancer that I have never thought much of before. One thing that she said about cancer is that it does not matter if you are the cancer patient or if the cancer patient is a loved one of yours, you learn things going through the cancer and cancer treatment process that you could never learn otherwise. This statement really hit me, and caused me to rethink what my family went through last fall with my grandpa. Something I realized tonight that I never really realized before is how brave my grandpa was through his cancer. I never once saw fear from him. He did everything the doctors asked him to do, no complaining, and no questions asked. He never feared his cancer. In my eyes, he never let his cancer win, because he fought it the entire time. I realized from this that there really is no reason to fear in life. The Lord has a plan for each of us. Yes, bad things happen sometimes, but we always have to learn that we are in the Lord's hand and whatever way life takes us is where the Lord knows we need to be. I think that is why my grandpa was so brave - he knew this was the Lord's plan for him. The Lord's plan was not for my grandpa to survive the cancer. The Lord's plan was to call my grandpa back home to him. I truly believe that my grandpa knew the entire process of his cancer, that he needed to go back to Heavenly Father and do a different kind of very important work. I never knew a class at school could cause me to think this deeply about the subject. Usually I go to class, learn what the professor wants me to learn, and leave. I had a completely different experience tonight. I'm really greatful for my professor's comments tonight. It was good for me to let something I try so hard to not think about come back into my thoughts. My Grandpa Stapley is one of the most AMAZING people I have ever met. I'm so glad I am his granddaughter.